Experience has taught me that interest begets expectation and that expectation begets disappointment. So the key to avoiding disappointment is to avoid interest. A equals B equals C equals A or whatever!
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Silent Prey
She's all alone out there
And no one gives a care
They say that she'll be fine
And that she'll get a time to shine
She shakes her head
Because she's hanging by a thread
To everything she knows
Because she's falling from all the blows
She's holding in a hidden rage
Like a monster in a cage
Anger and hate have driven her
All the way to here
There's no more escape
Because her beliefs have lost their shape
And she's all alone now
And she's taken a solemn vow
To never show the truth
Especially the pain of her youth
Everything she feels just hurts
To hide it all, she's always alert
But still to this very day
She's always known as a silent prey
(for people to tease and stuff okay?)
Silent Prey
She's all alone out there
And no one gives a care
They say that she'll be fine
And that she'll get a time to shine
She shakes her head
Because she's hanging by a thread
To everything she knows
Because she's falling from all the blows
She's holding in a hidden rage
Like a monster in a cage
Anger and hate have driven her
All the way to here
There's no more escape
Because her beliefs have lost their shape
And she's all alone now
And she's taken a solemn vow
To never show the truth
Especially the pain of her youth
Everything she feels just hurts
To hide it all, she's always alert
But still to this very day
She's always known as a silent prey
(for people to tease and stuff okay?)
№2: How I once was
That night in the movies
When I was on vacation
I was me, I was having fun
When I left that night…
Something went so wrong
I hid it for so long
I felt so ashamed
I even thought I should be blamed
He told me it was okay
He wanted me to have fun
I had closed my eyes and knew he had won
I’m scared because
I’m not sure if it was force
Did it count if I was just afraid?
Now the memory seems to fade
I can’t tell what happened
It all seems to blend
I shiver at night
My friends pray I’ll be alright
My hands start to shake
When I lie awake
I shut my eyes
And try to shut out the truth
Only because it scares me
I used to be so carefree
Now…here I am
Scared of each guy I meet
Because the next one could be just like him
The darkness in the night
It reminds me of the movies
When I was sitting in the theater
And he began to touch me
I couldn’t get up because
My cousin was already stressed
He was worried about too many things
I wasn’t going to bother him
Into my ear her whispers,
“Are you having fun?”
I try to say no to him
But then he pinches me in places
Forcing me to say yes
I still haven’t cried
And I doubt I ever will
Because it doesn’t matter
He haunts me at night
And I feel my heartbeat quicken
I cry inside my mind
And I see him when it’s dark
I grab that razor blade
And it just simply runs across my arm
The blood flows through and I clean it off
I forget for a while
Then, I don’t care…
Because
I still wonder if I deserved it